The M-I-A Is At The Footsteps

My Twenty-11

2011-01-25T11:14:00.000-08:00

25 days had passed by since the day my life enters 2011!!!

As,i am still on my 1st year 1st semester...

Till today, i have my finals in about 10days to go.... I'm already starts day dreaming and thinking about future whether how my life would it be...

" Everybody asked me...How long does your course takes??

I answered them.... 3 years!!! "

Within that 3 years that i answered them, there's always a weird feeling in myself saying

'Will i manage myself for that coming 3 years staying at MMU ??"

Guess it's little too early for me to answer that for my own....

Been thinking a lot these days as I'm little slacking in studying for my finals....

I hope i could achieve what i had expected for this semester and following years to come in my life at MMU.... *Apart of the my Resolution in 2011*

Every single night before i slept, definitely there's an issue or a thing that I may think of right before i could shut my brains completely.

Feels to be lonely sometimes just to fixed up my moody mood.... and that's makes me think 1000 and one things that had happened in my past life or even things that i wish it to happen in coming days;weeks;months;years.

* The days of the old me had dissolved,

Right deep down the earth,

I may not feels myself;

Even the wind blows back to me,

Even the sand that i stepped,

Even the oxygen that i inhale,

Even the sight that was right in front of me,

Wish it had kept in me till that long,

Till the day....

I have to let it goooooo! *

Feeling Senses on emo-ing

2010-12-07T04:16:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night i couldn't sleep well cause the whole day yesterday i got this itchy feeling deep down in me to remember something drastic changes had past in my life....

Yet, i still can't remind myself of it.... till i wouldn't want to say its a coincident but it some sort it is.... Those EMO messages that i kept in my handphone brought all the emo days of mine back last night... and eventually my mind crossed that particular 'thingy'...!!!

After all, it actually make sense towards my itchy feeling.... which i might tend to forget it or i purposely wouldn't want to forget it... That's WHY!!!!

Avoid being apart of it but still its a nature feeling coming back to me. Though,now I'm in a different environment... no longer with people or friends like that... and i really wished it do not go till that beyond of my mind towards that feeling.

Years had passed by towards that thingy... and I am proud of myself this year for not being an EMO person....

Anyway, keeping myself being a well-doing person at MMU right now... makes myself love the environment there with some really good friends that actually you can almost lean on but still there's always a limit of expectation from them and as well in mine too.

Till then for now!!

byezzzz~

I'm....I'm....

2010-10-27T07:20:00.000-07:00

Still being kinda bored over here!

feel like study but there's disturbance around plus couldn't concentrate and of course L-A-Z-Y......!!!

As for today, i totally got no class... Tutorial for Managerial Maths. cancel due to the lecturer was still on leave till end of this month. Then, my Malaysian Studies's lecturer is on MC due to her health(pregnant)....!! SEEEeeeeeeee!!

And yet thought wanna study today....at least i did for 1hr 45mins...!!!
seeing through my Financial Accounting's tutorial papers and was practising my Japanese Language and writing....and i got to said my Japanese writing its ugly...!!! LOL

Aiks!!! It's just entering 2nd week of studies and I'm still like so slacking but on the other hand I'm SO WORRY of something ahead me!

By the way, Can someone teach me OR train me to reject people's offer whenever they asked about this and that!!!!
I wish i could just said out loud....yet there are barrier in between of saying those words out to those people.

Alright, till then!!! Going to bed early today.... I can't wait for my Japanese Language class tomorrow morning!! Yippieeee!!!

!Nights!

5% of Bored

2010-10-19T21:59:00.000-07:00

I'm B-O-R-E-D nowwwwwwwwww.....!!!! plus, I'm L-A-Z-Y....!!! Haven't even take my bath yet, since morning after a morning walk with my roommates to our faculty which located at one end from my hostel here! Great exercise instead!!!

...AND...
We actually discover how far we walk today...
Starts from our room doorstep,
walk along the corridor,
out from our Wing A,
walk for 95 steps down the stairs,
another 10-15 steps up the stairs,
passed through the Cafeteria below my next hostel block,
cross over the zebra crossing,
passed by the FCM,
next FOE,
then Library,
to FIT,
finally FOM.
It takes at least 15 - 20minutes walk.
Yet, for me...i walked with a moderate speed,
so,at least 12 - 14minutes walk.
(my leg won't be as fit like SHAN's one)
!!LOL!!

After settled some stuff at the FOM counter once again,
we walked back using all the same way,
Once again, its tiring plus sweaty!!!
That's the worst case when my T-shirts its soaked with sweat and had to attend classes just like that.. YUCKS!!!

Till today,
still trying to adapt myself in MMU environment.

Alright,till then....

I'm still bored now!!

~waiting for my class at 6pm later,Malaysian Study~
!!Here i come Pengajian Am, once again!!

<<<>>>

Next uppppp....

2010-10-19T12:07:00.000-07:00

It was the 2nd week for me here at MMU.

BBA(HONS) major in Finance With Multimedia.
Faculty of Management (FOM)
is where i belong.

Classes started on Monday.
I had lots of things to catch up with...
~ with the arrangement of time for the subjects i took.
~ credit transfer for TWO subjects.
(this the part where have to line up for an hour)
sickening moments handling with people of FOM.
~ with lectures notes and outline of the tutorials.
~ kept on checking on lecturer status for this week.
~ groups for assignment.
~trouble with Japanese language.

Yet, 2 lecturers out of my 6 subject's lecturers were busy this week for an important meeting.
Therefore,was kind of free in timetable.

THE TIMETABLES

*sickening Monday.....cause noon fully packed from 2pm - 7pm!!
*Wednesday..i had class from 6pm - 8pm!!
*Other days was just fine!!

Overall, 2 days had just passed....everything goes just smoothly.... Still, there are some things i can't express it out... cause it's public!!!

P/S : Arses......I really MMMMMMMMMMMMMM yoooooooouuuuuuuuu!!!

*though some of us are near...yet, i can't feel the connections with you guys!!*
~ So much unsatisfied words to spilt out to you guys over here, yet i just can't!~
I almost drop my tears just now after reading yen's blog on

"The Smurfs"

and YEAP, THAT's MEEEEEEEE!!

*The MIA-ing Smurfs*

!!!Nights!!!

My first footsteps to.....

2010-10-19T10:43:00.000-07:00

October 12th, Tuesday

My registration starts plus orientation at the same time. On the same day itself, i shifted almost 1/4 of wardrobe at my home to MMU,hostel.
It goes perfectly good in the beginning till i got the hostel key,
my first expression was like.....'WhAAAAAtTTTT...."
cause my room was located at the MOST TOP floor of the block and the entrance of the door facing to the wall...
one thing for sure, view wasn't good through the entrance of the room.
2nd things....was the bedding problem...Yet,i had to compromise with my both roommates.
3rd things.....its out of my expectation that my both roommates were Chinese...LOL
cause i had this fear that i will be together with Indians...
(Alright,its not racism ya...guess you guys should know why)

*Cut it short......
My Orientation starts after that at 1:45pm....ends at 11:45pm for the first day!!

It then continue till Oct 14th.....the last day!!!

The night of unforgettable memories during orientation!!
We had a FRESHIE NIGHT!!!
my group was the Group 5 named "BLUE BIJILIE"
(Bijilie means Thunder in Saudi Arabia language)
Eventually,it meant "Blue Thunder"

~This were my group member~

What i LOVE so much on that night was....
My Group actually won 1st for the performance we made...
All of us didn't thought we could actually won first due to some dislike issue...
LOL
(Could just check out the video of the performance at my Facebook)
the night ended almost at 12:50am!!
*Thumbs UP*
during my first week, 3days staying in MMU.

I went back on Friday evening with a MARVELOUS body ache....!! BUT it worth it throughout the Orientation.....HA HA

.That was all in FIRST WEEK.

~The MMU mascot~

MIA suits ME

2010-10-01T02:10:00.000-07:00

I had been claimed being very WEIRD by Ms.Chan...!!!

Cause.... I used to be MIA and now I appear....

Cause.... I used to sleep late but now I sleep early...(to get my 8 hours of sleeping time...HAHA)

Guess... I should remains being MIA...!! *LOL

Anyway, I felt extremely excited for this two days... Yesterday and today!!!

Guess its finally OCTOBER,baby...!!!!

October been my MOST favourite month...don't ask me why but just it... and of course its not because my birthday fall in October....but I just love October....!!

*Just felt I had been acting quite weird these days....*

" Been like years passed by within everything I care for,

And it dissolve slowly down my life as I explore further,

Why would I even bother to care so much right now?,

The sand of years within me had gone way too long,

Till you explore it out today.....as a friend....kept us going today's journey. "

Dream, Dream, Dream

2010-08-17T01:00:00.000-07:00

These days i dreamt a lot..
almost every night once i shut my eyes..
Am i gonna get Insomnia??... Hope not...
Yet,it still takes some time for me to shut my eyes after i had rolled over the bed from
left to right,
right to left,
up to down,
down to up...

One thing for sure,
* I AIN'T EMO *
It was a surprise emotion i had cause past years when i was at this kind of stage,
I'M in DAMN EMO MOOD...

Therefore, I'm glad not to be one for now!!

Dream, Dream, Dream
(makes me remind one of my mum's favourite oldies song)

People used to greet you 'Goodnight, Sweet Dreams' during the night...
but ever wonder if you have a 'Bitter Dreams' that revolves around your life...
'Sweet Dreams' maybe come true sometimes

but do 'Bitter Dreams' come true in our life...??

I'd heard once from a friend of mine said that :
" If you had a Dream that you don't wanna it to come true then you spilt it out to anyone,
some sort of letting them know about that dream that you had dreamt "
Well,so far i don't know whether its true or not.... LOL

Anyway, i had some Sweet ; Bitter ; Weird ; Awesome ; *got no any words to prescribe it*
and it makes me can't sleep during the night...
sounds weird but guess i know why..!!!

P/S : SWIIIIMMMMMIIIIIIINNNNNGGGGGGGGGG!!!!

My passion....
*can't wait to JUMP in*

~...Nights...~

Me...Me..Me

2010-08-05T00:00:00.000-07:00

It's was a sickening things to said out loud....which of course I'm not proud of it too.

Been somehow little down past TWO months ago over certain issues but it has a way to overcome it...!!

Indeed I'm so freaking can't wait looking forward for it...

Alright, I've been at home for almost a month and a half now....and it gonna continue for at least another 1 to less than 2 months from now...

Have been seeking through some private Uni and College...
and finally i had set my mind into this TWO mainly....

First,it would be

UCSI
will be at KL
taking up course in Accounting & Finance
commences in September Intake!!

Second,it would be

MMU
will be at Cyberjaya
taking up course in Finance with Multimedia
commences in October Intake!!

Somehow it was a GOOD news that i won't be going FAR FAR away anymore....

Sad news for me is that i got to let go OR freaking badly in patience for the course that i want at MMU (Melacca) next year June Intake...!!!

SIGHHHHHH....!!!

Anyway,thanks to my siblings support and some of my friends advices about it....!!

So, that will be my only TWO choices... will decide soon enough...!!!

That's all for now...!!!

..Chaoz..

First and Last...

2010-08-04T14:09:00.000-07:00

Enough with your frustration on me....

Enough saying words that hurt me through while I'm trying my best to get to you...

After all its not a big deal for you to sent over and then disappear when I MIA too...

I don't give a damn to you....

Whatever you're up to now...i knew and understood how hard it is to go through...

It will be my turn to face it in couple of months times...

It is TRUE that you said so... but well, one is up with something that he/she matters a lot in life... one busy with studying.....and so on it goes all the way through this year...

I'm glad for this week anyway...!!

Something may have change in time with everyone....!!

Cheers to you!!

But...too late

2010-07-05T10:50:00.000-07:00

I may not be there to experience it but i wish i could...

I hope everything would be just in ONE path of life where i could just GO and GRAB it but i can't...

I wish it would be going as normal as it was but it didn't happened...

I don't wish to stay in the life of liar, faking but sooner it gonna turn out to be...

I hope to wake up every morning to be in a comfortable situation but i can't...

I wish it could just slipped of my mind but it didn't...

After all, is my WAY or DECISION for me to enter the path of life which i could endure it happily yet peacefully but not at all...

To be far from others NEVER be my pleasure to take it deeply into my heart....

Should or shouldn't i countdown towards it...?
it may be a happy one's or ended up stressful thinking about it...

I really don't know what to do with it...

I've got the patience to wait till what...when...where...i would deserve the moment of right or miserable choices path of life...

Till then.

Nights!!

A Welcome Note

2010-06-24T14:29:00.000-07:00

I won't say that I'm TOTALLY BACK this time as i proclaimed my blog as the....MIA...

Anyway,for some reason today I'm updating my blog and made some changes on it...perhaps for future use when I'm not around at Klang.

Well, things had gone a little tougher this days till i bearly had my Brain = Mind = Head rest for a moment.
Hardly slept at night yet waking up early the next day.

Lots of stuff STUCK in my HEAD....and when it does i get too nervous about it till I WISH the day could just gone without me realising it.

Perhaps, I've been working for 5 months and 1 day since January 18th till last Friday June 18th....i couldn't matched myself staying at home just watching TV and some others jobs MUM gave me to do.

Sincerely, i MISSED my life at Office... Never been that great before as i was at the place. It was a sober day for me to leave and for me to faced all of them that day till i did had my tears rolled on my eyes *Yet,i hide it from them*

They had been such wonderful colleagues that i was SO COMFORTABLE with till i was so tempted can't wait to step into the office in the next morning and the next day till the last day of mine.

I had learnt a lot....from the basic of ZERO....NOW it wouldn't be ZERO anymore!!

Thanks to you ALL OF YOU...(its too many names to list down)...!!!

Thanks for the experiences and the journey throughout the days i was there!!

Till then for the updates!!!

Nights,fellas!!

Gloomy - Moody day

2010-04-23T03:40:00.000-07:00

I woke in the morning, felt myself real down and my mood was terrible MOODY....

Yet,i still have to go to work.

If one day, i would wake up and felt myself at the top of the world... I will still felt MOODY...

Yet,i still have to face the day of my moody-ness.

Struggle and sacrifice

for the things that i want it to be that way....

for the things that i want it so much in my life....

for things i want it to improve in my life...

for the things that is hard to grab it upon in the air that i breathe and everybody surrounding me breathing....

for the things that i can't take in to my life...

for the things that i have to bare within myself....

Yet,

I AM STILL WHO I AM,

living in my world thou life of freshness in me,

never be the same as what i deserved for..!!!

Signing off,

7:35pm

Love My Job

2010-04-22T04:16:00.000-07:00

I'm in love with my JOB..... er..errr, does it sound so wrong??... HAHAHA

Though, i did said I'm tired of working... Especially,I'M TIRED of my ROUTINES...!!!
REALLY,man!!! I'm so lazy to wake up my bum every morning... Sleep early....Woke up early....!!! Sigh!!
Seriously, during my studies life... I DIDN'T sleep till that early...
Now and then, my eyes automatically almost shutting down...!!! For the record, the earliest also by 9:50pm... Yet,the latest by 12:20am..(*special case...HAHAHA)

Anyway, after i got transferred to this current department... I started to LOVE IT...!!!

Don't know why...but just keen to do all my job in time...!!!

As today, had a chit chat time with my Lady Boss about her life... Though,she had to struggle at the beginning of her life but NOW she had her OWN company with her husband...
How great is that??...God almost by her side...
Well,at the same time got some lecture from her.... which i felt glad from her..!! hehe

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*skip to different topic

Today,i was doing a survey from Majlis Bandaraya Shah Alam(MBSA).....*Sorry for commenting out here...*
GOSH...!!! I tell you it getting up my nerve while doing it.... It's just a survey and the question are similar yet they kept asking about the same stuff over and over... I damn fed up by flipping all the company Tender and Sales & Purchase folder....

Government memang government....

Not only that, the worst was... One of the conditions noted below saying :-

b) This document must be submitted after 10 days from the date of received.
If not, will be fined RM2000.00 or jailed not less than 6 months.

I was like "WHAT THE......!!!!" just a survey of our company properties man...!!!
Sigh!!
But never mind, the thing was we actually received it on March 10th.... Yet,today was April 22nd.... It's already one month,no notice of it all.... some more written such noted... sounded as they are not doing their work!!!

What can i say...???... Government ma..!!! *Speechless...

Anyway, it's getting late... I actually blogging it at my office now...HAHAHA...

Till then for now!!

Nights 1st!!

logging off,

7:55p.m.

Workaholic April

2010-04-19T22:19:00.000-07:00

I actually just realised that i didn't blog anything for the month of April....HAHAHA

No wonder, Shan asked me to update my blog...haha.. I'm so sorry!!

Anyway, this month April... I'm way too busy with my work... Even, i log in my Facebook before working hours....

Worst, i'm actually blogging NOW during my working hours... I'm dead if anybody sees me!!! HAHAHAHA...

I'm actually tired of working... yet past Sunday, April 18th was my 3 month working at Aikay...
Oh ya, guess i didn't mentioned what's the name of company i'm working at...
It's Aikay Plastic Manufacture...!!
i had to face the computer for whole day even sometimes the photostate machine...haha

By the way, i has another 41 days to end my service there! I already started to miss my working life there!! Sigh... *emo-ing..

Okie....!!!! i got to go....

TIME

WORK ...!!!

till here for today...!!!

*Currently,

I MISS ALL OF MY FRIENDS

SO MUCH

!!!!!

from My Arses TO My Form 6

FRIENDS..!!

~Wish I Could See ALL OF YOU right now...!!!

P/S : Arses, can't wait for FRIDAY...!!!

Chaoz...!!

The First Week....

2010-03-28T09:06:00.000-07:00

Well, my first week as ended as i got transferred to the Accounting Department...

The first two days i can't felt the pressure around me as i just faced the computer for like 2-3hours... that was tiring... my eye got so strain...till i felt so sleepy...

BUT...

On the 3rd day, i started to do some calculation on some financing stuff.... I'm happy about it...
YET,GUESS WHAT...!!!!!
The minute my LADY BOSS teaches me to do all that stuff.... it actually takes me more than 2hours to interpret all that....

SIGH...!!! That 3days makes me wonder and under trauma to pick up those courses or not...
As the closing date for IPTA is on 30th March....

Anyhow, i enjoyed doing it with all my strength and brain power to take it as much as i can!!!

Past week i given myself 65.5% of confident.....

As For,

This week i must give myself 99.9% of confident...

Can i achieve it...???

"???????" *wondering in my head*

till then for this week...

......*N-I-G-H-T-S*.....

Once Again a New Atmosphere

2010-03-22T08:54:00.000-07:00

Today was my first day started at Accounting Department....

I was terribly nervous cause I'm going to the the main office....

As i started my NEW atmosphere today... it's great.... i don't know what kind of expression to say out here...

First thing they teaches me... Debtors and Creditors... that are the basic of all which i already knew...!!! BUT there are like over than 10 Debtors to search the file for... GOSH..!!! I almost fainted the moment i need to find the Invoice and the D/O....

Next, to reconfirmation for the LHDN thingy...then have to updates those Ledger from year 2008 to 2009.... that took me for around 2hr and 35mins facing the computer non-stop....

Sigh..!!! Anyhow, it haven't reach to the hardest....let see if i could push myself through to learn upcoming stuff...

I felt glad to get those opportunity...!!!

ANYWAY...., that's all for today.

My routine re-cycled back...so it's time for me to sleep now...!!!

~Nightssss~

Weird Instinct = Disappointment + Moody

2010-03-17T08:52:00.000-07:00

What am i up to??... I really don't know....

Since last week I'm having a weirdo instinct which a thing that suppose to turn perfectly awesome YET it had just destroyed by surroundings....

I cant even concentrate at my work....

Those feeling had just torn into pieces.... pieces that I REALLY DON'T WANT TO CARE ABOUT IT ANYMORE....

by the end of the day, it turn out disappointment in me.... then... I looked like a moody person...

"When that day i felt so wrong by my instinct, that's the day something comes and turn all the way round...and round...and round.....!!!!.."

Fixing back those torn pieces into myself....made me felt as unappreciated person....

Sigh...!!!

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*Doesn't concern as above...

A little UPDATES on myself....

Tomorrow MARCH 18th....Will be my 2 months of working life...!!!

Plus, another news... Uhm, should i say it a good news or an average news....

I'm transferring from currently Management Department to Accounting Department....
starting next Monday....

Urrrrrrggggggggghhhhh......!!!!!

I got to start all over again with a NEW atmosphere.....

till then for now....
it's my BEDTIME....!!!!

Nights....!!!!

ME....it's all about ME...

2010-03-08T08:08:00.000-08:00

I'm just being so LAZY these days....

having a hard time to wake my heavy bums up from my mattress... Aiks!!!!

working and working.....getting bored....yet it's scary sometimes....

this week....been lil busy for something...

sigh!!!!

I LOVE SUNDAY...!!!!

Cause that's the only day i got myself stuck at home with my family and of course most important in my daily routine.... sleep for 8 hours...
(hahaha....guess i slept more than that too)

till then!!
about to go to bed...

..NIGHTS..

somewhere I belong....

2010-03-03T07:51:00.000-08:00

So many of you had been asking me to updates YET i didn't...

Some even till bored to say about it...

Well, here a tiny little of updates....

" struggling to held things beyond from me,
thinking and thinking...,
wondering and wondering....,
i couldn't find it...!!

somewhere deep in me,
i knew there is something to hold to,
but i couldn't resist it just from myself,
there is where it appear to be....,

SOMEWHERE I BELONG "

Nights!!!

updatessssssssssss

2010-01-29T12:23:00.000-08:00

Alright....!!!!

Here are a short updates about myself during the month of

JANUARY 2010....!!!

1) i neglected my online activities

2) I've been missing for days...perhaps weeks...

3) i couldn't attend *shape up class...

4) i spend first two weeks at home...
~watch TV, drama, movies
~cleaned up my house

5 ) i got recommended to work at a company based Shah Alam Seksyen 23...

6 ) attended the INTERVIEW on the JANUARY 18th (Monday) which apparently was also MY FIRST DAY OF WORK...

10 days of Working life

* first 3 days were so BORED.... i repeat... BORED...!!!!
sat there on my table.... like 'gong gong' girl...!!!

* the next 2 days was given a responsibility for filing up drawings

*this week...continue the same thing..

*plus...learnt some new things...

* last but not least, as for today

I GOT MY PAID SLIP....!!!
plus they actually opened EPF for me...!!!

for last week the five days i worked...
LOL!!!!

January.... I LOVE JANUARY...!!! so much ahead for me to learnt...

Till then... that was a random updates of myself in JANUARY...!!!!

Nights everyone!!!

dying...

2010-01-06T13:44:00.000-08:00

Yeaaaaa....my blog is dying....!!!
and same goes to
THE OWNER....!!!!

Before New Year and after New Year....

busy here and there...most of it with my mum's thingy...

and now....things to do at home...

Job...still have to wait for reconfirmation...!!!

I will be back when i got my MOOD back to FACE the computer or laptop...!!!

till then...

Nights!!!!

*Wednesday blue-ing*

Too much...Too long...

2009-12-28T11:39:00.000-08:00

As i took off for 3 days...ended up 3 weeks...!!!! LOL

Next time i should proclaim DAYS to WEEKS....

as for WEEKS to MONTHS.... LOL!!!

Just returned home after a last minute suggestion for movie...

Watched 'Sherlock Holmes'.... was an interesting movie to watched..!!!

Watch it..!!

Well,not really a big fan of him
but
he was great as
Sherlock Holmes!!

*can't get rid my eyes on HIM*
LOL

Anyway,lots of things to think about....

Will it be too much for me to handle it...??

OR

Will it be too long for me to think for a better life...??

SIGH

*logging off for now*

Taking Off

2009-12-11T10:45:00.000-08:00

I will be away for 3days.....

having a trip to a place which will be my 2nd time to step my foot over there...

LOL

Starting from now...

10 HOURS more to go!!!!

Wondering how will it be...

how will it end up too...

**WONDERS**

YEAAAHHHH

!!!

NIGHTS...!!!

Hang out...

2009-12-10T12:51:00.000-08:00

Yea...., finally after a month we met up again...since I've been busy for STPM... I'm kind of outdated with each and everyone of us...!!!

Anyway, like Li Shan said.... tonight was our furthest hang out places....

We eventually had our dinner at PJ SS2....!!! woooo....

>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<

I came here and blog after i had made myself an account in FACEBOOK!!!

Therefore,i officially saying out loud here...

I'M ALREADY IN FACEBOOK BEFORE AND NOW....!!!

>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<

Aaahhhh..!!! I can't sleep again tonight....!!! Perhaps,getting INSOMNIA....!!!

P/S : 32 HOURS TO GO....!!!!! LOL

Officially ENDED..

2009-12-10T01:59:00.000-08:00

My FREAKING STPM yesterday....

(Note : December 9th at 4:00p.m...)

How grateful i am to felt it so damn FREE....

*don't have to locked myself in the room anymore

*don't have to overslept on the table

*don't have to stayed up so late night

*don't have to limit myself to watched TV

*don't have to forced myself go to bed EARLY

Darn GREAT to leave everything that had done behind...

So long, STPM...!!!

(till next year March...when obtaining the result...)

This WEEK...is the WEEK....!!! so many things ahead.... just have to grab the chances to enjoy it... ~Woohuuuu.....

By the way, the first thing i done yesterday was... had BBQ at one of my classmate's house..!!

Though,it may seem to be the last time i would meet some of them but had a good time...

Here goes the BBQ session....

eating chicken wing
XD

The champagne session

everybody so excited

with Shi Yong..
the girl who sat next to me in class

Us with Chun Fong,
one of the smartest guy..!!

Till Then!!!

"Gonna miss some of the things that I had been through during my life in Form 6
To be precise...at High School Klang...!!"

P/S : can't wait till TONIGHT....had been a month since the last we met....!!!

After ONE month...

2009-12-08T06:03:00.000-08:00

Heyyyyyy...., it's exactly one month.... NOW i'm online....!!!!

I have ONE more paper to go that's TOMORROW....

YET i got no mood for it.....

SIGH....!!!

Perhaps,was the negatively thoughts i had since last night....

The WORST thing i had been through.....

i had
8 DAYS of SLEEPLESS NIGHT....!!!

5AM to 6AM..... that was my sleeping time.....!!!!

ALRIGHT..... Tomorrow when the clock strike 4p.m......
I'm FREEEEEEEEE.....!!!!!

Till then,

GET MY HEAD
FOR THE EXAM......!!!!

SHOUT OUT.....

2009-11-08T06:21:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

SCORPIO DARL...

aka

Vain Smurf

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL

November 7th

Yesterday,...We ( Pei Sze, Li Shan, Sherlyn, Wei Lun and Myself) celebrated her birthday!!!

We went till Sunway to have Steamboat at Tasty Pot.... (Our 3rd Steamboat) hahaha....

After we ate for almost 2 hours and 20mins, we shoot up to Sunway Pyramid for window shopping...we walked here and there, we laughed and giggling (at MPH and Popular...LOL) and so on....

Then,we left there at around 9:35p.m.....back to Klang Station 1 to have a drink..
Well,suppose to celebrate for her there but we ended at Sze's house.

We reached at Sze's house around 11:45p.m.....

The clock strike 12:ooa.m.....HAPPY BIRTHDAY,CHAN SUE YEN!!!!!

Through the whole night we can't stop playing and laughing at Sze's room....LOL!!!

Finally, 1:05a.m.....celebration ended..!! Everybody returned to respective home...

A great night of her BIRTHDAY...!!!

Here are the pictures of all the event that had happened......

Driver of the Night!!!

On the way to Sunway..

The birthday girl during
steamboat session..

Before leaving
Sunway Pyramid..

THE MIDNIGHT

Her birthday cake..

Time for the BIRTHDAY GIRL and all of US

with Shan

With Sher

With Lun

With Sze

With me

FINALLY....

The FIVE of us!!!

Till then!!!

"Once again,HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUE YEN!!!
Though YOU & I...knew each other just for almost 3 years +++
Yet, glad to have you around by my side.
All of us had been through all the sweet and bitter time,
but WE are still awesome as ever we want it to be!!!
LOVE ya!!!"

My 19th birthday (Part 2)

2009-11-08T05:45:00.000-08:00

November 3rd (Tuesday)

It was my 2nd BIRTHDAY treat from my school mates along with Amy's birthday..!!

We had it at Restaurant Yat Mun at Bukit Raja....!!!

Well,it was a wonderful TREAT from them...!!! THANKS,guys!!!

Anyway,here's some pictures of us...

The two birthday GIRLS...!!

Treat from them!!
THANKS!!

all of them..

Love this shot!!

After the treat, thanks Carol for the ride home!!

Once again, thank you so much,guys!!

T-H-E
/
E-N-D
/
O-F
/
MY
/
19th
/
BIRTHDAY...!!!

A great year to have all of them to celebrate with...!!!
LOVE ya!!!

My 19th Birthday

2009-11-01T05:35:00.000-08:00

It all happened on yesterday OCTOBER 31st....

This year birthday was one of the greatest and awesome....!!!

Well,started my day with....i SKIPPED school due to some "reason"...hahaha..

But i did attended tuition at 12:15p.m. till 3.30p.m....(at least i attended tuition...haha)
Before tuition starts....,

Here came Carol,with a piece of paper in her hand..

Carol : "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"...Nahh, your present...(as giving me that piece of paper with smiling happily)
Sal : "....err...thanks...what's on it??..."(stunted)
Carol : flip it....see the other page...(still smiling happily)
Sal : (as i flip the page).....WHAT....!!!! *started to laughed....why not Taylor Lautner??...
Carol : *laughing... If it's Taylor Lautner, i will keep that...hahaha
Sal : GOSH..!!! i don't like Robert Pattinson... he's soooo....
Carol : yea....that's why i give you... hahaha

hahaha....if you want to know what she gave me... a poster of Robert Pattinson.... LOL!!!
Unbelievable she just gave me a POSTER of HIM...!!!! *Eeeeeee

Anyway,she asked me to paste it on the wall in my room.... PLEASE NOOOOO WAYYY...!!!
Instead of that i will post it up here....hahaha OKAY,CAROL?? LOL

1# without flash

2# with flash
looks like his own character in the movie,
Edward Cullen

Oh ya,....and she make me to said this to her....i didn't at first... but i will said it out here...

"I LOVE ROBERT PATTINSON"

hahaha...Sigh!! don't get it why some people love him so MUCH...??...LOL

Then, we started our class till 3:50p.m. as we had a debate with Mr.Sugu...

On the way walking to our car,as i insisted to take a picture....because it's apart of my birthday....*hahaha...

we took at the "car park"
LOL

The Night of the "NIGHT"
(my surprise birthday from
Li Shan, Sue Yen, Pei Sze, Sherlyn, Pei Ling and Pei Gin)

As time passed by, it was 6:13p.m... started my journey fetching Li Shan and Sherlyn at Shan's house and next to Pei Gin's house.
Then, we shoot up to AEON Bukit Tinggi....

Oh ya,before that....I'M THE DRIVER OF THE NIGHT.....hahaha....One of the reason why Shan wants me to be driver so that I'm NOT EXTREMELY ANNOYING in the car...LOL!!!

We reached there around 6:50p.m. straight to BBQ Plaza for our dinner...waited for Pei Ling and Sue yen... We started our dinner without Pei Sze (she's at Sunway Lagoon)

Here are some pictures during our dinner....

#yummy....

#Pei Gin

#almost finish

Sher & Sy

# Ling & Me

#Sy

#Ling

#Spontaneous

#Shan
haha..look at the small girl just beside our table

#Scorpio's..

The Surprise Begin

As Pei Sze reached around 8:50p.m., we left BBQ Plaza and we walked from one corner in AEON to the other corner....
Well,i felt something fishy when Sy and Shan went missing... but then we still walked, talked and laughed....
Till one spot, its between the Laksa Shack and Rasa Mas restaurant.... Sze pranked me let's go outside there to take some air....
LOL...!!! for a moment....i actually accidentally saw Sy and Shan lighted up the candle....
Still,i just make don't know...

Till.... They started to sang "Happy Birthday" song.....hahahaha..

Here are those pictures of all of them made THE HAPPENING NIGHT....!!!

#wind was strong blew away the light
before i could blow it...haha

#Me and the cake

#That's my b'day cake from them

#Love the effect from the table

#with Sy

#haha...being random

#with Sher

#with Sze
*I know what cha doing!!!
LOL

#with Gin

#with Ling

#lastly with Shan

Group pic's...

#A

#B

#C

#we were discussing 3 Scorpio's cut the
cake together

#The 3 Scorpio's
ME ~ Oct 31st
Ling ~ Nov 2nd
Sy ~ Nov 8th

#all of us..

#being CUTE...
LOL

#being decent
LOL

#The word MIA stand for
'Missing In Action'
(there's story behind the word)
LOL!!

#the side view of the cake
from Lavender

#the Smurfs

#being claimed as the MIA Smurf

#oh Shan...

#......

#got pinch
LOL

#Family Potret
LOL

#awwww.....

#Love the background

#while waiting for them to the toilet

#...^....

#all the shops were closing
and they still camwhoring

#after bought some stuff

#the last shot at AEON

The Night is still YOUNG

hahaha....you will know why i said that...because we continue to have a talked at Station 1 after we left AEON...hahaha

#hmm...

#busy talking
and
busy sms-ing

The Night ENDED

Yeap....we left Station 1 at almost 12:20a.m....as Sy drove herself home....Ling left early when that time we still at AEON... AND as i sent Shan, Sher, Sze and Gin home..!!

Last but not least, before the NIGHT really END...

#Shan And I

Overall,it's a GREATEST night ever.... i reached home 1:15a.m...

Oh ya, my birthday present....!!! So sorry not able to post up picture of it first cause it's washing... hahaha....(NEXT POST kay)
Thanks a lot to all of you had made it a great NIGHT....!!!
Thanks for the present and not forgetting present from ELAINE LOO....!!!!

LOVE YOU,guys LOTTTTTSSSSSSS......!!!

Before i end this post wanna thanked all of them who had wished me too...!!!
(want me to listed down all of them???.....hahaha)

It's okay.... Appreciate all of you...!!!!

END

OF

My

19th

BIRTHDAY

......

uhm.....

2009-10-28T04:46:00.000-07:00

BROKEN WINGS
/
/
/
/
/

Recovering from sick
and
*******
/
/
/

...........

October 17th..Happy Deepavali

2009-10-24T04:02:00.000-07:00

Through the years i celebrated Deepavali... This year was one of the awesome and greatest one's...

Literally, i invited my current school's mates more than my ex-school's mates (specifically the Arses) to my house...hahaha...

All of them had their lunch and some biscuit.... Most importantly.... THEY UNTIDY MY MATTRESS...!!!! hahahahaha....how could i not remember that.....LOL!!!

Anyway,nothing much for me to said about that day but here are some pictures through out that day...(specifically MY ROOM = MY MATTRESS )

School's mates except Linda

1#

2# too many to fit in a photo...

3#

4#

5#

The Arses

6#

7#

8# added Pei Ling..

9#

Perfect 10#

Cool 11#

12#

13#

14#

15#

16#

17#

18#

19#

20#

22#

Last but not least....

the SMURFS##
LOL

That was all on that day....

Love all of them lots....
gonna miss my school's mates
in
25days to STPM + 8days sitting for STPM

My Arses
i will soon MIA-ing
hahahaha...

Lovely October...

2009-10-24T02:57:00.000-07:00

I love the month of October....this was the only month i love it so much....

wanna know why??..

LOL.... perhaps some should know why.... (anyway,NOT TELLING!!)

To update my blog...

Starts with...

Oct 6th ~ i retake MUET speaking

Oct 6th - Oct 13th ~ had a break due to PMR meantime had Economic extra class

Oct 14th ~ MPPTE after school

* the background it's so nice..

Oct 15th ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN PEI GIN

Oct 16th ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE LOO YEE LING

Oct 17th ~ To be continue in the NEXT POST...

Oct 19th ~ outing with Arses

Oct 22nd ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE PEI FERN

Oct 22nd & 23rd ~ Another trial for Mathematics

as for today....

Oct 24th ~ as usual tuition and had a 30mins tea time with Carol

till then...

Network Planning!!!

2009-09-29T17:00:00.000-07:00

MATHS

Well, last Saturday i had Maths tuition in the morning as usual.... sat same row together with Linda, Hui Sin, Lun Yen and Ee Peng.

Currently we were in the Chapter of NETWORK PLANNING....!!!

it suppose to be a NETWORK DIAGRAM but guess what happened during the class while Mr.Chan was teaching and giving answer....

Here was the conversation between Me, Linda and Hui Sin...

*Lin and HS was discussing about their favourite places to visit.... and it was at JAPAN... so on, they both were discussing about 5 years PLAN from now....
Then,came to point of talking Sakura flower at Japan.... Suddenly Lin pop out this questioned

Lin : eh, now a days very hard to see a sunflower even the seed it's so hard to find...
Sal : Really??... Noooo...
Lin : yea...i find everywhere....they said don't have.
Sal : Ahhh...i know where to get....asked Pei Ling...last time in front of her house got... so it's not that HARD....
Lin : haha...(*silent for a moment)
Sal : eh..., sunflower got how many petals??
Lin & HS : hahahahha... Maannnyyyyy....
Sal : Many...but how many??.. (*haha)
Lin : many la....for sure not 5 petals...i thought you said you saw sunflower... then you should know...
Sal : yeaa....but that's so long ago...hahaa...
Lin : it's yellow and orange in colour.....
Sal : No...it's yellow...
Lin : yea but mixed with orange...then middle there dark...
Sal : No it's yellow and the middle it's brown in colour...there's bees too... HAHA
Lin : haiyo...

THEN...

This was what happened when we were learning NETWORK PLANNING turned out to be....

*the one with the red circle

ZOOMING IN.....!!!

SUNFLOWER PLANNING!!!!

LOL.... to relieved stress from Maths.... HAHAHA..!!!

Our 2nd Steamboat Dinner

2009-09-27T00:16:00.000-07:00

It was last week Friday we, the Arses had our 2nd Steamboat dinner at Bandar Bukit Raja somewhere called 88 BBQ Steamboat....

Driver of the NIGHT....none other than.... our own TAAAAADDDAAAAAAA.....
TAN LI SHAN.....for the FIRST time...!!! LOL (you will know what i mean if i post up pictures later on)

Well, we had a good time fill up our empty stomach to the MAX.... hahaha...

Anyway, here are the pictures through out that night...

Started out with.....

The Driver

looked... how much we ate

the BBQ

the prawns approximately 45-50mins after were catch alive by sy and ps

LOOK...is it her Tongue or... a HAM...??
LOL

the Sea Family

After almost 4 hours
* We are a great eater...
LOL

After all that, we had our SS.... (who are we without SS-ing) Ha Ha..!!

looked at this two after SS for almost 30mins..

The next picture... i found out it's funny... Sue yen, look at what she did to your Ribenna...
hahahaha....

A great day after almost a month we didn't met up....

NEXT outing will be decided after Li Shan's Trails...!!

P/S : Miss you guys...!!!

Return from.....NOWHERE

2009-09-26T23:43:00.000-07:00

Alright...!!! looks like there's no any post for this month.... YEEEAAAAA i know some have already WARN ME for updates...haha.... How could i forget that??...

Honestly, me... kind of lazy for blogging this days.... don't ask me why??... CAUSE.....(..)

Anyway, here are the list of what i had been through since after my last post of August 28th... Oooookkaaayyyy... it's almost a MONTH!!! hahaha

1. attended my ex-school Girl Guides farewell

2. prepared for my trails (which had a hard time)

3. TAN SEN CHEN BIRTHDAY on AUGUST 30th

4. had a Merdeka midnight supper with my family

5. Sept 4th(Fri) till Sept 17th(Thurs) ~ TRAILS (those weeks was liked....can't be expressed by words)

* My mum and dad went for holidays to my Grandfather's birthplace at Hainan.

6. Sept 18th(Fri) ~ EXTRA school holidays but had Economics extra class at school...
~ Night...had outing with my friends (Our 2nd steamboat dinner)

7. the NEXT DAY ~ ELS Farewell ( AEON ) + Shopping with Carol & Siau Ying.

8. HARI RAYA ADILFITRI ( stayed at home for two days )

9. fell SICK on Sept 20th(Sunday) which I'm so tempted to have ICE-CREAM.

10. LEONG JIA HOU BIRTHDAY on September 21st

* Mum and dad were backed!!! heard out lots of stories from them....

11. had a haircut...

12. Sept 24th(Thurs) ~ Economics extra class again
~ spent my time at Li Shan's house with Pei Sze.

13. Lastly,that's TODAY Sept 26th(Sat) ~ went to tuition in the morning
~ attended my Niece's Wedding Dinner at Holiday Inn
Glenmarie.

Well, guess i didn't left out anything....haha... Sorry if i did...!!!

Anyhow, i will post up about some happening thingy out of those List of 13....

till here...

wait up for next post...

holidays

2009-08-28T09:43:00.000-07:00

Yet holiday soon gonna over...!!!!

and what i have been doing???....

Extra class....tuition....helped my mum.... STUDY...SLEEP....STUDY....SLEEP!!!!

GREAT!!!!

just GREAT...!!!

Not satisfied with my progress in studies during holiday!!!

i preferred schooling day!!!!

whatelse

2009-08-20T01:44:00.000-07:00

ENOUGH
.
.
.
.

i shall kept myself being that way....

.
.
.
.
.

WHATELSE

this week preview

2009-08-16T00:01:00.000-07:00

I've got what i wanted to be after for so long....

*my mood was okay.... no more moody..!!

*every each days turned out absolutely awesome

*absorbed things that are meant to changed in my LIFE...!! (thanks...)

*never be in that feeling of what i should do better in life...!!!

*be a listener to two of my friends...

*week ended with studying...!!!

Anyway,all that was just random from me....haha

till then..

Mainly to Arses...

2009-08-08T13:35:00.000-07:00

"Dear Arses sekalian,
I'm sorry for disappeared for weeks
yet seldom
chatting,
messaging,
missed out outing,
lost updates with you guys...

Whatever it is,
how major problem in us,
each everyone of us missing in action,
it will not teared us apart.

Although I'm the main person to be missing,
but i will catch up to you guys,
guess things these days been busy enough to handle,
as my trial in 3 weeks times and STPM,
*big SIGH...!!

you guys know that I'm secretive when comes to problem,
when I'm EMO you guys will know,
it doesn't showed how bad and ignorance from you guys,
that all doesn't implant in me!!

Anyhow guys, like Shan said,
Arses are meant to stick together....LOL,
it won't teared us apart as you said,
cause we stayed quite NEAR!!!
REMEMBER
(except sue yen) considered...HAHAHA "

August 4th (Tuesday)

2009-08-08T11:52:00.001-07:00

Hari Kokurikulum (KOKO)

~the day of Hari KOKO... it was the last activity for us to had..!!
~eventually i had past down both my post as the Secretary of ELS and Treasurer of Interact...
indeed suppose to be free that day BUT volunteer to helped out Carol at her Christian Union Club...
~well,apparently they sell Mashed potatoes and Potatoes Salad... not forgetting the 'GAMES they did attracted a lot of people...
~Overall, it was just a fine and tiring day!!

Here's all the photo's was taken on that day...

Siau ying & Me
*she won Pokemon toys from the CU game

This is Cheng Yee
*is hard to get ONLY pic's of her cause she don't like to take pic.

Ying Sing and Carol

Feeding each other
BUT
check out Cheng yee at the back of us.. eating alone
HAHA!!

Carol's turned
LOL

A spoon of Potatoes salad exchanged for a stick of Watermelon
HAHA!!

with our both classmates
Chye Hsien and Jocelyn

WATCH OUT!!
Carol's on the move to HIT some bunch of guys..

GOT CHA!!! *Almost
Poor Jia Jun....
Not bad Carol...
*Thumbs up

Mr.Guna the namely teacher who grabbed most of the prize
at the CU game..

in the classroom

with both of our classmates
Chai Hong and Poh King

Charmeleon and Pikachu

Charmeleon Vs Pikachu

my table..*looked empty yet little dirty
haha..

*faking hardworking
LOL

*stress

Interact *wash car day...
keep up a good job guys!!
haha..

with Chee Kar..

Alright everyone, here am i to introduce you my class teacher and also my Accounting teacher,

Pn.Thye..

" HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TEACHER"

there's 3 guys of my classmates
from left : Boon Tiong (Monitor), Ping Han (the Noisiness)
and Boon Loong

NEXT....

the NEW Committees of ELS

with Sor Yeung (the President)

Last but not least, ended with

Me and Carol
*how sweaty...

........

August 1st (Saturday)

2009-08-08T10:28:00.001-07:00

Interact Farewell

~THE DAY I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR
~got the invitation two days before the MP.. (don't wanna mentioned about the invitation)
~Venue : Prescott Hotel
Time : 6-8p.m.
~well,i eventually reached there 6:15p.m.... cause don't wanna be the earliest YET not the latest too!! lol
~met up with all the interactors the EX-BOD, members and NEW BOD...!!
~event started quite late yet all of us gossip around (esp Kelly's boy and me) lol

Here's all the photo's i took that night...

Haswin, Me, Yuthish, Sen Chen(Kelly's boy)
and Deshwin

Kelly's boy performed...
what else if NOT kelly's song
# "My Life Would Suck Without You"

This Eric Lee...The Best Editor
he performed David Archuleta song
# "Crush"

# The "Peacockers"

# Catwalk from Kelly's boy..LOL

Chen Chee and Kok Sang

Before that, i would like to said thanked to MR.CHOO KOK SANG so called Mr.MJ that night... for his promised from my request of the late Micheal Jackson's dance... HAHA..!!

SS TIME...!!!!

with Elaine

Sen Chen and I was asked to KISS "her"
AND this is what we gave her..
LOL

the 'EMO' looked of Ex-Mr.Pres sang a Japanese song

The only four girls in INTERACT
Up left : Elaine, Parveen
Down left: ME, Haswin

The whole TROOP of
INTERACTORS
*EX- BOD and MEMBERS including NEW BOD*

How COOL was all of them!!
Gonna miss them lots!!

The NEXT Treasurer!!
*who took over my post... Poh Yee

OH MY.....KELLY's BOY

Nice SHOT of us!!

love this SHOT
wanna know why??
cause i'm THE SHORTEST *sad..
HAHAHA!!

Hock Han with his "creative" signature card

the signature card by all of us
*spotted MINE with the $$$
LOL

Last but not least,

(p/s : those picture above which had this sign # ... it means there's a Video of them performed i will post up all those video some other time)

It was an unexpected farewell from them all... gonna miss them so much after all the pained and hardworked we been through together in all the activites, meeting and the services we did...!!

as for all that...

INTERACT ROCKS...!!

keep on going guys...never give up for winning the NEXT BEST CLUB AWARD...!!!

"SERVICE ABOVE SELF"

July 31st (Friday)

2009-08-08T09:49:00.000-07:00

Carol's House Warming

~attended that night with Siau ying, Poh ching and Cheng yee...
~as for that i eventually pushed away another party of my cousin,Nick's birthday
~i was so proud of myself that night...cause i found her house by just a simple map drawn by Carol herself...hahahaha
~reached there early as Carol wasn't at home yet.... so we decided to have a looked at surrounding...
~Overall,was a busy night for her...haha... it's understandable!!
~Oh ya,that night was my first time tried Vanilla Vodka... thanks Carol !!

All of us eventually decided to bought a present for her.. .here it is...

Present & the card
CARD : Idea from ME
Front cover designed by AMY
Paper supply and inner deco by CHENG YEE
Writers: Amy, Poh Ching, Cheng Yee, Lay Kuen, Siau Ying and lastly ME.

and here's a picture of us at her house...

tadaaaa~~

then, we left at around 10:30p.m....!!

p/s : i will never forget what had happened that night before we left (specific : outside of our cars) LOL

Coming Post

2009-08-03T00:01:00.000-07:00

till here the whole preview in the Month of July....

although July been devastation month to me BUT i had lots of fun and fondest memories to be treasured...!!!

Next Coming Post

* Carol's House Warming (July 31st)

* Interact Farewell (August 1st)

* Hari Kokurikulum (August 4th)

till then...

.
.
.
Nights...!!
.
.
.

Preview in the month of July..

2009-08-01T23:50:00.001-07:00

July 24th (Friday)

the day...we had our group picture's together at school for the first time if not my mistaken....more specific at the school car park..haha

here the photo's of it...

Clockwise from up:
Carol, Siau ying, Me, Amy, Cheng yee
and
Lay kuen

simply a day of group pic's...!!!

July 18th (Saturday)

2009-08-01T23:50:00.000-07:00

ACS's Gerkorama Day....!!!

~went together with Carol and Poh Ching
~met Shan, Sze and Jin Yen there..(*sue yen couldn't attend)
~almost a year after i left ACS transferred to HSK.... missed every moment i had in ACS..!!
~not forgetting my ex-schoolmates over there... i miss you guys...!!

a short recap on this event....here's some photo's on that day...!!

the family of Mother Shan...
(2 chinese & 2 cindian)
lol

all of us

one of the band performed
(*forgotten the band name)

* Sherlyn performance took it in video it's not uploaded here cause it takes time to upload..!!

took it during tuition when Mr.Sugu was out of the class
lol..

love this shot...!!

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END
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.
.

July 16th (Thursday)

2009-08-01T23:45:00.000-07:00

"Happy Graduation
to

CHAN SUE YEN"

~finally graduated from your Mufy course...

~though i didn't wished you on that day...but i do remember...!!! lol...!!! Alright!!!
~hope the best in whatever path you choose...no turning back...!! will be back on updates with you...kay??...

July 12th (Sunday)

2009-08-01T23:40:00.000-07:00

"Happy Birthday
TO

Bonnie Ashley"

*birthday girl, the right side

~Happy sweet 16 , gal...!!! sorry for the late post....

July 11Th (Saturday)

2009-08-01T23:30:00.000-07:00

Interschool Rally....!!!

This year theme "Step Up"....

the front view

the back view

Here's some photo's of the event...

The video of the sketch..... it's amazing...!!! (*sorry it's quite shaky)

Overall,last year 2007 was still the best with those outdoor environment....

July 7th (Tuesday)

2009-08-01T23:15:00.000-07:00

"Happy Birthday

To
Wong Linda"

~guess it should be Happy BELATED birthday when i post up this.....lol... sorry ya for the late post...!!!

July 3rd (Friday)

2009-08-01T23:03:00.000-07:00

~had birthday bash for TAN LI SHAN...18th birthday!!
~had dinner at Station 1
~birthday surprise at outside of her house
~continue party at Centro Starbucks

here's some photo's on that night...

before the surprise started

the birthday girl

birthday cake

Java Chips

love them lots

the moon looked so round that
night of her birthday bash

Due to she wasn't that happy we celebrated for her birthday 3 days early... We actually had another outing on her birthday itself that's on...

July 6th (Monday)

~had dinner at Garden's Kopitiam
here's some picture on that night of our outing.....

ended with four of us on her birthday...!!

Next up....

2009-07-24T11:05:00.000-07:00

Well, i missed out few post of happening hang out with my friends for the past week.....

due to some cause....but don't mind that...

Yet...I'm gonna upload it in the coming post perhaps tomorrow.... been busy doing some reports for club which deadline on Wednesday....!!!

till then...tomorrow tuition from 8-11:30 then continue 12:15-3:00p.m.... Tiring..!!!

Nights....!!!

day of....

2009-07-24T10:36:00.000-07:00

I failed in doing something that i had planned for a week.... and it just...(don't wanna talk about it)!!!

Anyway, this is not the first time.... but at least with other idea....we agree in it...!!! YEAHHH...!!

Hope that success....if not...i will definitely give up this time and let it be.....

P/S : To everybody.... i will not be EMO anymore....unless that same thingy strike back.. which i hope it won't.... cause everything settled....!!! thanked to YOU....!!! HUGS...

*feeling comes and go.... it leave footsteps in my heart... which sometimes makes me uncomfortable.. till something or that particular thing i was into it will wrecks...!!!
BUT sometimes it feels like to have more of those feelings....*

......... no.3

2009-07-22T09:18:00.000-07:00

things i should do.... i had done it....!!!

whatever i tried....

SATISFACTION...!!!

STILL....there are things turned out as though likes and dislikes of whatever it is...!!

How can i don't BOTHER so much towards it....???

i had tried but i couldn't....

cause as i said before...

I KNOW and I CARE.....!!!

....... no.2

2009-07-15T09:25:00.000-07:00

I

HATE

MYSELF

To

Be

Forgiven

Of

Nothing

Matters

!!....!!

* the resistance in me.....had drown deadly from the day i put myself into every TROUBLE..... *

I'm

SORRY

!!..!!

.......

2009-07-15T08:33:00.000-07:00

i bring every piece of trouble into it....

~ it's my fault and blame it on me..!!!

i had no any better words or ways to make it better....

~ cause I'm lost....

although everything seems almost come back to normal.... but i can't forgive myself...!!!!

~ forgiven is hard to achieved from someone...

the more it goes...the more i felt doing stupid things....!!!

~ things that are foolish to do...

for once i tried not to bother.... but i couldn't...!!!

~ cause I KNOW I CARE...

week of it.... my routine changes badly....

~ from day to nights....

sleepless nights made me gone crazy...!!!

~ nothing but something....

what makes me to have better situation if i had a chance too...??

~ H-U-G...and sorry.....

it never works that way....

~ it's hard...

strong from the outside...weak from the inside....!!

smile on the outside.... hurt on the inside.....!!!

perfectly good from the outside..... gone crazy from the inside....!!!

eyes closing from the outside.... sleepless from the inside....!!!

moody from the outside..... emo from the inside....!!

definitely something had gone wrong in me....!!!

ignored me....!!!!

I'm sorry....!!!

MooDy + Buzzing of ears = EMO

2009-07-08T10:19:00.000-07:00

ENOUGH....ENOUGH

ENOUGH.....!!!!!!

*the fault is all in ME of being MOODY.....!!! if that's what going in mind.... i had bear for long enough....!!! LIMITS had overloaded....!!!

Still, I'm gonna just give up in this thing.... as the past one's was a disappointment.... and now what??... FINE....!!! *

Anyway, guys.... i was damn moody on Tuesday... and my mood had just started to recovered from being EMO... so, currently not able to updates on some post i suppose to post up...!!!

SORRY...!!!

p/s : to my gang who waiting for shan's bday pic's... I've tried to sent through mail... but it takes time to compress to folder.... or else it's like 100 ++ if sent one by one... Guess not today too...!! sorry ya...!!!

^Day of moody....had just left an effect which can't be understandable by some....!!! ^

Nights...!!

END OF SERVICES...

2009-07-05T12:19:00.000-07:00

JUNE 30th...

the last day of my service towards Interact Club.... how sad??... but overall.. i felt so much relieved... cause i don't have to do REPORTS anymore... i don't have to keep a huge amount of MONEY anymore... phewww...!! what a big relieved i felt....!!! haha...

Before that i actually missed out something from the previous post... i eventually received the Certificate of Appreciation...!!! haha...

Anyway, here's something random...

the Certificate of Appreciation

*Zoom in View...lol

Last but not least... my last services *product... haha....

the reports and file...

Well, overall...felt myself proud enough for joining Interact.... it will never be a regret choice i made...!!

guess till here... NEXT can't wait for MP from the NEW BOD....!!! hahahaha....

nights...!!

Continuation.....

2009-07-05T11:30:00.000-07:00

Opps..!! sorry for that late continuation from the previous post.... due to weekdays i'm quite busy with schooling , some homework and things to revise... sorry ya..!!!

Anyway, continue with photo's from the Joint Installation Day...

The installation of Exco

*Zoom in* That's the NEW HSK MR.Pres
(maroon shirt)

Next,was the Award ceremony.... Well, nothing to sad about although i didn't won as the BEST TREASURER.... but i'm happy with my Interactors....
cause we WON THE BEST INTERACT CLUB....!!! lol.... we were damn happy till we actually sang our school song after that...haha...

HSK Interactors..

looked how happy were they...!!

The event ended almost 7p.m.... so we began to SS after that till to the ground floor... lol..!!

Geok San and me

us with Rotarian Heng
*kind of blur*

both of us AGAIN... lol

*added Sue May...

Me and Michelle (my cousin)

08/09 Mr.Pres... glad for him

he WON as THE BEST INTERACTOR

without him...our club wouldn't achieved till this far...!!

Congrats...!!

Take 1.

Take 2..

Take 3...

Me and the NEW Mr.Pres, Kok Sang

The Peacock's gang (excluded Elaine)

Will never forget that night we performed...!!

lol..

with Bee Kay gang...

(from left) Tricia, Me, Jin Yen, Rock Chan and May Shuen

>.< lol...
hey, Jin Yen sudah letih SS kah??..

=3

Last but not least, the last pic's before i went back.... Group pic's...!!

*not everybody inside the pic's..

Well, that's all about the Joint Installation.... sigh..!! I'm gonna miss every moment on that day... lol...

till here...

byezz...!!

Joint Installation = Last Day as a Treasurer

2009-06-28T11:13:00.000-07:00

HOW SAD....!!!! it's also the last day of my JEWEL.... *tears

BUT guess what... the night before i snapped almost 72 pics of my JEWEL with my name tag.... this showed how much i gonna miss my JEWEL....!!! (take a look of some pics)

front view

back view

random

my name tag

both of it...

hahaha... yea, i know that's sound crazy... but come on.... it's with me for 11 months...!!! how could i just let it go....awwww....!!!

Okay back to the event.... it was wonderful...awesome....unforgetable moment that i ever had in this year.....!!!
i just can't expressed it out here.... cause everything happened like a memorable event ever as an Interactor...!!!

A short review with photo in what happening in the event.....

Well,the event started with singing National Anthem and Vivala Interact song.
then...it begin with 1st performance from Bukit Kuda (my ex-school)... and their installation..!!

BK ROCKS on stage

the outgoing Board Of Directors

then....another performance from either MGS or Convent (can't remember)

*the green colour shirt girl grab attention of all eyes...
cause her dance it's perfect but kind of obscene
haha...

Skip to my school HSK installation and performance...!!
i was so sad on the stage when it's time to pass down my JEWEL to the incoming BOD...!!

the incoming Board Of Directors

six of them sang a Japanese song
titled : I'll Be There *Eric solo..
Mr.President solo... haha

everybody sang together.... *it's a nice song but seems kind of EMO..

Skip to performance from ACS.....they ROCKS in the whole ballroom...!!

after that... performance from either MGS or Convent (haha...I'm confused don't know which one it's MGS and which one it's Convent)

they sang Graduation
*which made me thought of my Form 5..*

some part of the event it's little too bored....SO what else none other than SS...lol

Tricia , Me and Jin Yen

*it's kind of blur...

Kelly's boy (Sen Chen) and ME

aaahhh...with jewel...!!
*it's the President and the Vice jewel...
*all thanks to Kok Sang made us HAPPY for few mins with jewel..!!
LOL

hey, till here for now... cause getting late...wanna go to bed.... tomorrow schooling...
there's still many pics to upload...haha

will update tomorrow....!!!

Nights...!!

Report Card Day

2009-06-28T10:57:00.000-07:00

Saturday (June 27th)

Unfortunately, it was the REPORT CARD DAY.....!!!

really don't know what to comment about it... as i know my result was bad... bad.. bad...!!!

Morning is like a disaster and bored day for me... attended school for only 2hrs30mins just to take the report card....

Every of my classmates included myself was hoping Pn.Tan (maths teacher) not to come in to see our parents...BUT guess what.... when it's exactly my turned Pn.Tan walked in with a big smile on her face... *whispered in my heart....WHAT THE.....!!! Why so happened to be my turned she came in?... SIGH...!!

Eventually two teacher (included my class & account teacher) commented about my Maths and Account PAPER 2.....!!!

SIGH...!!

another of SIGH...!!!

wasn't a good starting of the DAY...!!

BUT....i just can't wait till NOON....

wanna know why... NEXT POST....!!!

this week of Orien....

2009-06-20T12:39:00.000-07:00

Well, last week was the week of Orientation for the Lower 6.... owh!! it make me reminiscent of my 3 days of orientation at HSK last year as a LADYBIRD...!!(i still have it with me..lol)
This year costume was SPIDER...!!

this year MTE is 101% much better than last year my MTE Seniors.... they were so good and kind towards this year juniors...!! how lucky..!!

Anyway, let's have a short viewed in this week of mine as a SENIOR...lol

Monday
~after two weeks of holidays... It's time for MID-TERM RESULT...!!!! (*skip the part of the result...cause don't wanna talked about it)
~as usual after school tuition Maths..
~night...do homework
~midnight......SLEEP..!!

Tuesday
~woke up late...may be too tired
~nothing special in this day
~ohhhh yaaa, i missed out a part...which Carol and Amy eventually called me 'Samuel' out of no where....and i don't get their point at first... BUT now i know WHY....WHY...WHY...!!!
~...LOL...

Wednesday
~the day of Juniors meet their Foster...!!
~i eventually named myself(foster) as "EMO kidZ"...haha (don't asked why..you should know why)
~hmm,i never thought of having such a good and obedient junior....haha
~he's from Kwang Hua...and our 1st meeting...i said to him : 'my mandarin wasn't that good...English okay'..haha...GOSH.!! have to just straight forward to him.
~then we started with finding seniors, committees and teachers but most to seniors.
~day ended up perfectly good...got him lots of signatures from seniors..!!
~proud of myself....hahhaha....

Thursday
~day started out with Co-Curriculum registration for the Lower 6..
~12-13 NEW members in Interact and 20 New members in ELS...
~then it's another day of signatures time..!! but this time more to teachers and committees!!
~GREAT..to Carol spent all her time at class reading story book due to her junior absent that day..!!
~pity my junior as THEY(teachers and committees) asked him to sing, Pop Quiz and talked craps...!!
~eventually i only helped him in Pop Quiz..!! Cause mostly is all about me and MTE's stuff..haha
~well,it ended up alright too...as i sweat a lot...!!! sigh!!

Friday
~the last day,as we Upper 6 didn't study at all.. How NICE..!!
~we eventually involved as audience entertained by our juniors performed...!!
~*Thumbs Up* to all of them... they are much better than my time last year....
~love every of the performances especially to those *shakes so well....hahahaha...
~NOT FORGETTING...my own junior eventually gave me a box of Chocolate as Carol and i expected it was......'Ferrero Rocher'...!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH...!! but felt so bad thou...(the pic's as below)

Guess what's that??..

It's a box of Ferrero Rocher...!!!!

haha...not forgetting a packet of drink from Kok Sang...!!

~after school had Interact interviewed for the Lower 6....as we my BOD gonna step down SOON..
~that SOON will in 5 MORE DAYS....*TEARS

*Not related to Orien's week*

Saturday
~noon...tuition...!!
~then...had an outing with Sze, Joanne, Szhen and Neelia
~ it's been so long since i see them (Jo,Szhen,Neelia)
~miss you guys...!!!
~night...dinner with family
~midnight....blogging...!!

Guess that's the short viewed....uhm, guess it's quite a long viewed....!! lol... too excited to express everything out...!! haha...

.............Peacock wanna ZzZzZzZ...!!.......................

Peacock....that's ME...!!

2009-06-20T10:39:00.000-07:00

hahaha...i know all my friends been waiting for me to post about this peeeaaacccoooccckkkk thingy since after that night i performed for the Charity Musical Night...!!!

First of all, sorry for the late post.... and sorry for not update my blog...!!

LOL...!!! Since after that memorable and experienced night of mine.... some had just called or should i said claimed me as a "PEACOCK"...!!! haha.... okay...i'm totally speechless about it...!!!
Anyway,thanks for calling me that...!!! hahahaha.... Appreciate it..!!

Okaaayyyyy....!!! here's the most interesting part of all.... how do i looked??... how did i performed it??... hmmm....just one word from me... SATISFIED...!!! hahaha... but after see it over and over... i felt like a KAYU on the stage.... sigh!!!
Nevermind...!!

It's my 1st time applied MAKE-UP...!!! looked so weirdo man...!!!
Anyway,this is how i looked....

with Jin Yen(bao bei)
ME..?? weird and fat right?? (*the feathers is tie to my stomach so i got to sit down)
(to shan and sze : that's the red riben on my right hand..>.<)

NEXT..... the video of the performance....(*wanna know which one is me...of cause the one with the Peacock feathers...!!!)

WATCH IT....!!!!!!

P/S : sorry to Sue Yen and Jin Yen...free lessons of *shaking*..... FAILED...!!!! lol...

P/SS : thanks to all my friends who gave me the supports and guts to performed on the stage!!

OKIESSSSS.....!!! hope all that satisfied you guys....!!! haha...

hope to hear some comment form you guys....!!!

1st week of school holidays

2009-06-07T13:42:00.000-07:00

YEAH....!!! 1st week of school holidays just over.... i just thought of what i had done for that one week.... did i hold a pen?? did i start to revised?? did i touch any homework??

GOSH....!!! it's starting to make me scared after thought of it...Sigh!!

lets preview what i did for the past one week....

Starts on...

MONDAY....
~noon...was at home.
~night had an outing with my Arsies...!!

haha..!!

TUESDAY...
"Happy Birthday,Mom...!!!"~
morning when to school for Economics extra class...~
noon...attended tuition class..~
night...felt kind of depressed of that thing....after knowing about it..~

That's about Tuesday!!!~

WEDNESDAY....
~morning...helped my mom clean rooms
~noon...stayed at home...
~night...sigh!! still in the mood of depressed...!!
~That's just another of Wednesday!!!

THURSDAY...
~morning...attended another Economics extra class...
~exactly after that continue tuition...
~night...when pasar malam twice...1st with my mom...2nd time with shan and sze...!! lol..

FRIDAY...
~morning...when outing with Carol, Cheng Yee and Annie
~thanks for the ride Carol...!!
~ kind of love Figs and Macadamia that day...hahahaha
~night...stayed at home watched TV
(sorry photo's not with me..haha)

SATURDAY...
almost whole day stayed at home...~
eat, watched TV, doing the Interact Account report..~
(sorry Sen Chen...mungkir janji to you for not attending that rehearsal)

SUNDAY....
~morning...having a rough time to print out those report...
~attended the L-A-S-T ICC meeting for this term..(awwwhh...)
~why always i had to participate myself for the last minute...??
~sigh..!! thought i will be free coming this week...but were asked to perform as a
Peacock...GOSH...!!!
~after that went shopping at Tesco and Aeon Bukit Tinggi...
~night...or should i said midnight...felt so bored...messaged with some of my friends!!

That is all about what I'm doing for the 1 week holidays.... i really hope coming weeks... spend time on my studies...need to focus on studies back...!!!

" I don't know whether i took it too harsh on it...I don't know why i can just be good to you... I don't know why i just took it like there's nothing happened... I don't know whether i still have the loyalty in our friendship... I don't know whether i should still thought of the changes makes the prefect friendship between us??... Should i still have to pretend..?? i can't bear the pretending faces towards you...!! i really thought of taking you as a closer friend to me....but this happened i don't know...!! should i just give in...take it that particular moment didn't happened or exist??..
I just don't want to get myself into depressed and emo in this time being...!! "

Arsies's Hang Out

2009-06-04T10:14:00.000-07:00

WOOOTT...!! after for weeks...may be a month....we met up again....!! this time i drove...!!

had our hang out at NJ's....somewhere Bukit Tinggi as Li Shan recommended... thanks shan... so that we don't have to keep asking where??...where??...hahaha

Anyway,nothing to comment in our hang out....just all the fun and talked we had....haha... Oh ya, I'm working on the 2nd target...!!! hope you guys remember what's that...!!! hahahaa....

here's some picture's we took at the restaurant and after that at Sue yen's car....!!!

weird snap SHAN....!!

The World War of Nek-Cu

Cu..

Nek..

Who's fatter and slimmest??

haha...they fighting for it...!!

Last snap of the NIGHT...!!

Nights!!!

Disappointment and Anger....

2009-06-04T09:50:00.000-07:00

What will you do when someone disappointed you??...

What will you do when it makes you mad of them??...

I really thought that changes made a perfect friendship which grows much better than before...!!!

BUT i was wrong on that....!!!! WWWHHHHHHHYYYYYYYY.....!!!!

Do you know how disappointed am i on that moment.....??? till the moment i almost become reckless for something i should had done that moment...but i didn't....!!!

As the disappointment becomes anger.....i become an EMO person....!!! for two days i kept it to myself....just to understood the situation but everything doesn't make sense....!!!

For YOU.....thanks for being there at a particular moment.... and thanks for the disappointment for not being there anymore....!!!!

All this while, i need to bear with YOU for the changes i felt.... but everything wrecks on that particular moment....

"IS THAT WHAT FRIENDS SUPPOSE TO BE???"

think about it....and let me know...!!!!

for the past two days, i just felt nothing between us.... really giving up as a friend to YOU....!!!
but...as i said on the previous post.... i just couldn't be a violent typed person...!!!

YOU have just lost my loyalty as a FRIEND to you....!!!

Don't blame me for that...BUT i just DID...!!!

International Understanding Day (IUDay)

2009-06-04T09:25:00.000-07:00

( the souvenir....partially of my effort..lol!! )

Yea,i know....it been 6 days past...!! So sorry for the late updates cause been lazy to online...haha..

Finally,the IUDay is over.... the effort of all the members who involved that day paid off with a success...!! haha... no doubt... this the first time i stayed at school till 1:30a.m. the night before this event... Sigh..!! tired till no words to replaced it...hahaha...

it been an awesome day...although I'm kind of busy that day....!! performed a "Cat fight" with Elaine(the IU director)....but that wasn't satisfied me....it seems the failure I've done on that day..!!
SIGH....!!

BUT guess what.....i'm glad with the modelling session....all the models stood up a great showed....hahaha.... Special thanks to Sen Chen and her....Opps!! "his" partner Hansen...LOL... cause i put lots of effort on their costumes...hahahaha...

Anyway,i felt totally satisfied with all our members did for that day....!!! Congrats to them who had worked hard enough for the grand success...!!!

Not forgetting...to my friends who came...haha...thanks..!! and to Li Szhen...been long since i saw you...thanks a lot for full fill your promise to attend...!! lol..

Guess that's all about IUDay.... it's still fresh in my mind....i miss every moment the event goes...!! awww.... and of cause the disappointment and anger kept in me for days...!! although still mad about it...but i just couldn't be that violent...!!! haha...

till then..!!

Leadership Seminar

2009-05-09T20:52:00.001-07:00

It's today, i went for a "Leadership Seminar" was held at Taylor's College....(apart of Interact)
the morning i woke up...i felt like not going...due to LAZY....haha...
but indeed i woke up and go....!!!

Woooo.....reached there exactly 7:20a.m at RKC....looked how punctual i am..hahaha...
then 7:50a.m.....bus departed..starts our journey to....SUBANG...LOL...!!!

well,that moment in the bus....i felt no regrets to attend.... have lots of fun talked with the boys...!!

as we reached there....we are divided into groups followed the post....indeed i was the Treasurer...
thought i would be alone...but thank GOD....there's
Jin Yen.....LOL...didnt know she's the Treasurer for BK....!!!

*Darn it to you....Pn.JULIET.....!!!!! ISH....ARGH!!!

Never mind forget about that...,while in the Seminar...i kept yawn and yawn....haha...no doubt it's seminar right...

well,glad to know some of the interactors....and ya,the worst of all....i need to RE-DO the account reports...!!! never mind,at least is a lessons to learnt from it....

oh ya,before i forget....Congrats to Jason...being the Vice-President in ICC level...yea,although I'm the last to know....LOL...!!!

it's an awesome moment being there....enjoyed every of it....BUT NOT TO THE PART OF PN.JULIET....!!!

this week....

2009-05-09T20:24:00.000-07:00

Well,this week for me...was like Owhhhh....!!! wanna know why??...
This is why...

Monday - Tension and fearing feeling of taking my MUET Speaking the next day....

Tuesday
- Morning 7a.m....my car broke down....due to the battery dead....(why...why....GOSH..!!as though the car is playing with me...last Monday tyre puncture...then now battery dead....so what's next week??...) but still sempat went to school...thanks..!!

- Morning 7:30a.m....the fear of taking Speaking...!!! been thinking a lot of things that moment...and guess what...i was so bored waiting for others group to come out... i took a 15mins nap at the quarantine room...just right before 20mins i was about to sit for my Speaking...

- END OF MUET....finally....!!! overall the whole exam,i wasn't that satisfied..!! sigh...

Wednesday & Thursday - lots of homework to do....GOSH...!!! besides,had a group study or should i said.....HOMEWORK study.....!!! LOL....you know what i mean.

Friday - Night of HANG OUT WITH ARSIES.....!!!!!

that's the whole weekdays i had....!!! and ya... next Monday...Lower 6 coming in....guess what... we were called to act like 'bitches' towards them....
WHAT THE....!!!

Happie Burfday.....!!!

2009-05-01T04:52:00.000-07:00

" HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHI TEEN "

(1st pics we took together)

haha.... thought i will forget uh??... Lol..

Well,although i might be late to wish you but.... at least i did right..!!! haha..

Anyway,take care of yourself kay.... stay COOL....!! Don't be a naughty girl anymore....haha...
Concentrate on your studies....remember what you told me that you will tried harder for the next exam...alright!!!
thanks for being there when i was feeling down this lately...!!
last but not least, be a good "Ah Gal"....alright??...hahahaha.... (you know what i mean)

here's some pictures....

and again...

" Happie Birthday, Sharky "

love ya,
sly *foxy*

Monday blues.....

2009-04-30T11:20:00.000-07:00

Past Monday,it was my first time experienced tyre 'ppsssstttt'....haha...means puncture...

This is how the story goes....

as usual every Monday having Maths tuition....usually i will try be there early... as for this week Monday... i was in a good that day till on my way to tuition class....

as i was waiting for the traffic light turned green and guess what...which traffic light i was waiting at??... Just right in front of my school....gosh..!! looked how badly my life was when I'm in HSK....that's PROVE it...!!!

i was enjoying listening to songs....till a loud sound 'pssssssssttttttttt' it's so damn loud...i knew something was not right....looked at my sides and back mirror....nothing happened...
looked my neighbour car Saga.... as the lady was looking at me too....
(whispered in my heart....*there's something wrong with my car*)

Guess what.....my car just "sengit" to the left..... GOSH....!!! i knew it's tyre puncture...!! i was so panic that moment....my mind just pop out so many questioned....???
as the traffic light turned green....i tried to moved my car to the side.....oh man...!! the steering-wheel it's so tight....as though like a manual car....

i really don't know what to do that moment....dahlah i didn't learnt how to change tyre.... called up my dad....luckily there's a saver.....!!! haha....
the worst thing... the tyre was really flat....and i was under the sun for 20mins.....just to be patience to get my car tyre change....

GOSH....!!! can you imagine....having tyre puncture right middle of the road....and you're alone??...sigh...!!!

went to tuition late....couldn't concentrate when at tuition....thanks to Linda....bear every of the annoyed things that i said....!!! hahahaha....

another day of feeling blues....!!

IRR Run

2009-04-30T10:18:00.000-07:00

Sunday April 26th..... the day after my terrible MUET..... that night before i was really emo... never mind forget about that....

Here comes the day of IRR Run... well,everybody in the club seems busy for it....but for me...seems doing nothing....wanna know why???... cause my job was actually DRIVING....sigh!!

i couldn't wake up that morning....thanks Sen Chen for your morning message....but it does not work on me to wake up...haha...sorry...!!!

as i reach there....everyone looks busy...walk here and there....one mistakes was the time management....!! GOSH...never mind don't wanna comment on that....

overall, guess it's just okay....everyone gave their effort on it....as for me,felt much better after that....having some of my juniors from Bukit Kuda were there too....!!

the day goes just like that....after that run i reached home...lay on bed straight slept off.....whole day i was sleeping....looked how L-A-Z-Y i am!!!

anyway,thanks to them who make my day turned out so much better....out of emo-ness in me...!

with the bunch of noisy guys....

May Shuen and Shi Teen*Sharky*

last but not least,
Bonnie and Chris..

~E-N-D~

M.U.E.T

2009-04-25T11:09:00.000-07:00

M.U.E.T.......DAMN IT....!!!!!

finally it's today......just one word to described it.... TERRIBLE....!!!!

aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh......!!!!!!!!

my mood just turned sorrow right after the Reading paper.....
then came Writing....turned even worst....
lastly, Listening......no comment....!!

i really had an awful day today..... i knew i gonna turned out to be an emo.... indeed I AM....!!!!

i just can't believed it just happened like few hours.....!!!
i wished not to pass up every of my paper....!!!!!

I'M SO DOOM......!!!!!

i don't know what to said to express it out.... all i want....to let it go....i did tried.. but i just couldn't....
did tried to stuck my head about tomorrow IRR Run....FAILED to do so....!!!

TV doesn't works......
Read story book....doesn't works too....
end up.....
Listened to songs..... and i just cried out loud.....!!!

arrrrrggggghhhhhhhh......!!! really hate myself....

hope tomorrow turn out good for me....!!!

WHAT A DAY.....!!!!!

this week of......

2009-04-18T11:12:00.000-07:00

as for this week.....i don't know what and how to described it.....but overall it's not terrible that's for sure....!!!

most of it turned out well.....I'm glad there's few changes i felt in me as the days gone....just felt something which seems had to express out....nevermind..!!

MUET...!!!.....(APRIL 25th,SATURDAY)...that's what I'm depressed of.... it's like 6 days from now.... aaaaaahhhhhh....!!! terrible feeling i had in this week.....and i don't know how I'm gonna face it in this coming 6 days....SIGH....!!!

it seems so true i wrote in my poem....SIGH!!!...

as for INTERACT....!!! well, coming this Sunday which is April 26th (1 day after my MUET test).... our school will be having an IRR RUN....(IRR stands for Intertact,Rotract,Rotary)
it's the big event for our club in this whole term....really hope it will be a success....!!! Wooot!!!

MUET.....MUET.....MUET.....that's what on my mind....!!! although i will be having a monthly test for Maths on Monday and Pengajian AM on any random day....sigh!!!

*there's always something happened......but is it me or you.....make everything seems different in surrounding.....whatever is it.....let it be....* guess will not say much here....cause...#####...

aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh...... MUET...... MUET...... MUET...... MUET..... MUET.... MUET.....!!!!

Good Friday

2009-04-18T10:59:00.001-07:00

Good Friday....fall on last Friday April 10th.... all years of my studying life's i never experience holiday on that day....!! hahaha

as usual went to school...till after school....Christian Union had an....err...what should i called it cause it wasn't a party....anyway,at least it was fun to joined...showed my support to Carol and Amy....as they were so frustrated weeks before....glad everything goes well.....sorry for being 10mins late there...

wanna know why??... sigh!! that Friday...as usual had Interact meeting.... something turned up so wrong....really don't know what to do....should i just give myself in??...but with some opinion from Sen Chen....i give up....!!

okay...back to Good Friday.... well, as i went there....learnt something about Christianity that's for sure as i had heard partially from Carol before.... thanks for sharing that with me...haha
sorry again...i got to leave early...cause i got doc appointment....

this time appointment.....seems a lot better...no need any medications intake....but....oh nevermind...!!

that's all i guess.....the whole Good Friday i had....!!

Trip to Parliament

2009-04-18T10:39:00.000-07:00

7th of April..... stepped my leg into the parliament.... the night before i was really excited as tomorrow gonna entered into parliament for the first time....

as it was the day..... AEEERRRRR.....suddenly that kind of feeling just disappeared....don't know why suddenly when it almost reached to the thing that i always hoping for....surely felt out apart....
sigh!!

well,the journey started at around 10:50a.m...as we are the second batch to go.... OH GOSH....!!!! i really don't how to described it..... only one specific word.... BORED....!!!! haha....

really boring man....all the way go and come back in the bus....it's all between Carol and I talks, laughs, guessing, wondering and so on.....

BUT....the thing that I'm glad was.... at least i got to entered Dewan Rakyat and Dewan Negara.... Dewan Negara was much better than Dewan Rakyat....and ya...with all my silly questioned to my Pengajian Am teacher who sat with us entertained us the most....LOL...!!! (still fresh in my mind)...

anyway, that's all about that.... it's still a BORING trip ever....perhaps i should said this...no handphone and camera is allowed....therefore, no any pictures to upload....sigh..!!
but...before we left we were given a flayers....that's what i could post up here.....(as above)...

till here...

Trip of BOREDOM....!!!

back before reach 1 month...

2009-04-11T21:19:00.000-07:00

There's 3 more days to go before reach April 15th....CAUSE wanna proof to TAN LI SHAN.... i wasn't on leave for a month....hahaha....

Well after the March 15th....so much things happened.... uhm, at home... at school.... anywhere i guess....
so, I'm kind of lazy update all of it.... may be will update some of the recent thing happened....

Here's the list of what I've been doing after March 15th...

1. spent 1 night and half day at H....
2. 1 week of difficulty in turning my head to the right...
3. couldn't drive for around 1 week too....
4. went for ACS IUDay....
5. holidays ended....so back to school....
6. undergo so called counselling...
7. something that eventually blame me for that....just because i was right *****....(ARGH)
8. things that kept bothered me around....(why can't you stop it??..)
9. hang out with my friends....
10. went back to my ex-school(BK) to take my SPM certificate...
11. went back to BK sport's day....(seems lots of changes)
12. behaviour changes between my school friends.... end up only me and Carol to be the side one's...sigh!!!
13. sick for almost a week....
14. recently, school trip to Parliament....
15. having MUET trial...
16. GOOD FRIDAY....!!!

LOL...!!! guess till there so far...hope i didn't left out anything...

Alright...!! that's the updates....

lastly....

2009-03-15T11:21:00.001-07:00

Well, guess this will be my last post for this week..... as i said.. i will be away for around a week or two week....

P/S : li shan it will be a week or two...... not one to 2 month okay...!!! i know you will be missing me... hahaa...

came here to blog after i had packed up stuff.... the day came after 1 week of worry...

i will be alright till then......and ya i need some time to reply you guys back if you all message me on the 1st day....

before i ended.... wanna update up something...(just realize there's no any picture's updates)

Thanks for you guys support...!!!
hope to see you all soon enough 'again'...

Not forgetting you guys supports too..
p/ss: added Siau ying and Amy too!!

guess till here my post for today... will return as soon as possible.... got lots of things to catch up....

nights....!!!

not really in mood.....

2009-03-15T11:01:00.000-07:00

well, as today i wasn't really in good mood.... having mood disorder .... i really mind of having a fine mood in a day.... cause my mood determined what my day gonna to be.....

as yesterday i visited my aunt again.... the whole night i can't sleep well thinking of her.... as i reached there.... seeing her in that situation... it makes me wanna cry out loud.... but i got to be strong that moment... i know we care for her.... everyone wants her to be fine and could wake up from the bed... i really wanna see that from her..... hope it was a success surgery she been through...

this noon i visited her again.... she's much better than yesterday.... thanked God...!!
i felt kind of relieving.... till then, it's my turn i was worrying.... the whole day been thinking about it....

and something i just heard from it which really make kinda mad....just wanna say that

"if i had said NO....please understand it.... don't do or did everything in your own way.... can't you just stopped and think for a moment to be in my placed.... Will you like it when these happened to you???.... i don't think so....
why not you just leave it....and be patient for it.... can't stand it after knew about all you've done... yeah, i know i should appreciation it from you BUT i can't.... cause from beginning i had said NO.....
honestly,i don't know why can't you understand that....
if you got offended by all this words i said.... I"M SORRY....!! but this is what i should be truthfully to you...."

bad mood the day before of my day....

just another of

SIGH...!!!

the Friday 13th....

2009-03-15T10:32:00.000-07:00

well, the 2nd week of friday's gave me a great one's.... just a day of a great experience to go through...

the night..... had an outing with my buddies.... been long i've been waiting for the day to met them.... but li shan couldn't joined us that night... therefore, it left three of us....
as usual i had lots of fun and especially laughed from their stories.... LOL... it definetely makes me wanna laugh now....

P/S : to pei sze and sue yen.... please DO NOT SAID IT OUT HERE.....!!!! you know... about who and what... what the named call.... okay...!!! hahaha....

but pei sze leave early.... "How could you...??"... it's okay.... end up left me and sue yen on the board...
actually, that night i really had a relieved out of something....may be i had kept in me for so long.... thanked to sue yen for asking about that....

guess what time we left there??.... 12:18a.m... as usual our outing time ended....
oh ya, before i forgot.... SUE YEN DROVE THAT NIGHT....!!!! LOL....

it's been a awesome one's once again... although we four not in one outing.... next... no one missed out...okay!!...

last but not least.....

I LOVE THIS FRIDAY....!!!!

the week of.....

2009-03-15T10:11:00.000-07:00

past week was kind of disaster for me.... but ended up i go through it from Tuesday(Mar 10Th) till Friday(Mar13Th)...

every week of schooling i always hoping for the best thing happened to me.... where my mind just stuck with studies.... there's no worry, no sadness, no emo (that's the main)... i mustn't have those thing in me.... but the week started out badly on Tuesday...

Tuesday.... i didn't know there will be having Economics test in just one part of it.... Nevermind...i go through it by doing just okay...although i couldn't finish it on time....
In the evening, got a shocked from my mum about my aunt.... i don't know what to do or think that moment... quickly take a bath and went to visit her... i got a relieved that moment after seeing her... thanked God!!

Wednesday.... as the night before i came back late from visiting....can't really concentration in my revising in Economics.... ended up... i did badly in both objectives and essay part.... ERghhhh...!!!

Thursday..... the day which i shouldn't be mentioned here about it.... but after for a month and 2 weeks i assumed... i met up with LI SHAN..... had a great night with ya...!!!

Friday..... well, it might be quite sickening for me...cause having maths test... which i wake up 4a.m. to revise it..... makes me quite worry about it....but guess i did quite okay....

well, the week of disaster which gave me so much worry and sadness stuck inside of me..... which it's hard to said it out....

i could just gave a....

SIGH...!!!

the day....

2009-03-08T12:00:00.000-07:00

well, yesterday (Saturday March 7th)..... it wasn't the day i was waiting for... but indeed i had to go for it....

Early in the morning i went to H for something.... waited for the D for almost an hour.... *knew I'm gonna be late for tuition at 12p.m... so decided to message Carol and Siau Ying to informed them..*

10:40a.m....my turned... entered the room acted like nothing.... *DOOM...!!! after some talked... the date and the time was chosen.... well,I'm kinda scare that moment... but tried not to think about it so much....

it wasn't an unexpected one's cause i have a week to prepared for it... beside, it's not like the past 2 times i did.... that was an emergency typed.... overall, i assumed it was just a minor one's... nothing effected..... just disturbing....

after all, it's my 4th times doing this.... equal to 5 times staying in H....

a week to go in my calculation.... i might be being emo at times thinking about it.... but got to think positive about it....

till here for now.... it's getting late....

p/s : can't wait to meet you guys up.....although not everybody in one day.... glad we settle our outings....

chaoz...!!!

Friday of March 6th....

2009-03-08T11:31:00.000-07:00

NEW month with the NEW Friday.... the Friday of 6th.... was the nice Friday i had... after 3 times in a row of Friday i felt disaster in me....

everything goes well in school.... the best part was after school... had Interact meeting... yeap, okay...i was late again this time.... as usual when I'm late entered the meeting... everyone will looked at me one kind.... don't bother about that.... then we had this IU Day discussion... yeah!! gave all my ideas on it...

this is were the part.... i should learnt my lesson that when you're not paying attention to another people talking.... don't just shook your head by saying yea or okay.....
alright here it goes... while i was counting money as they collected from the members.... Elaine(the IU Director) approached to me...

*Noted that most of the conversation was in mandarin....(hahahaha...i know i having a bad and long time to replied them and sometimes it's kinda broken language)

Elaine : eh,sallyn can helped me something??

Me: *counting money...* yea, what's that??

Elaine : uhm,i was thinking the fashion show right..., i already booked some of the costume and it's about 12 types of costumes.

Me: yeah, that's great..

Elaine: but we having some problem... we got no enough members to be model of the costumes.. so i want you to be ONE of the model....

Me: *still counting the money*... yea sure no problem (GOSH!! without realising i just said YES to her)

Elaine: thanks a lot...and i have to make all the board members to participate in it too...

Me: *after that only i realise...stop counting money*... wait what it's about again??... the fashion show....me as the model??...

Elaine: yeah...!!! (someone calling her...so she walk off)

OH MAN!!!! I'm so dead..... it was a shocking news to just shook my head and said YES to her...
anyway,it's okay... gonna prepared myself for that... gives what i can do for the event to be a success....

the night...visited my aunt at hospital.... don't wanna talked about it.... it making me sad...!!

sport's day

2009-03-08T10:03:00.000-07:00

okay this should be the past 1 week post.... cause the sport's day was held last Sunday March 1st..
well,eventually I'm in yellow house once again and it called Sulaiman.....

I'm in YELLOW house(Syahbandar) for 6 years when i was in primary BUT 5 years in secondary I'm in RED house(Titiwangsa)....don't bother about that...cause I'm not really given my 100% support on to my house... hahaha....that's the weirdo in me...

anyway, overall.... Sulaiman won...!!! woo....hahaha.... there's something cross my mind that day after watched the boys had their tarik tali event.... why not girls having such that event??...hahahaha...

well,that day i didn't participate any event.... as i said in the previous post... but I'm totally happy giler that day.... wanna know why??... cause the Interact Club collected the sales of RM400 +++.. WOW!!! can you imagine that....??but after plus minus the things we spent.... we got surplus of RM 250..... some of us really give our effort in it that day...
although beginning didn't started quite well but the end....it gives the best in what we hoping for...

it was a tiring day.... almost a day i got FREE sun burn on my cheek...aiyaiii...!!!

before end this post.... wanna conclude that....
Finally, my ex-school Bukit Kuda had Interact Club....!! woooot....

no appetite....

2009-02-28T10:28:00.000-08:00

Today having marathon of tuition class from 8a.m. to 11a.m. (maths) and continue 12p.m. to 3p.m.(accounting)..

wake up lil late today so ended up got no time to have some bites...so i made Ribenna just something to fill up my stomach...
the 7hrs and 30mins at tuition felt so cold and hungry.....only Ribenna and water... that's my breakfast and lunch for today...

after tuition...felt so hungry but really got no appetite to eat something.... went back home... mom bought bread... got to eat to prevent gastric...
take a nap after that....and busy messaging about tomorrow....

then later at night when to visit my aunt at SJMC.... even no appetite to took my dinner... ended up my mom forced me.... so ate Roti Salad and half Thosai...
been a while i didn't lost my appetite till today....

well,as for tomorrow it's Sport's Day....
didn't participate any running(ah-huh....i know linda...hahaha)... and marching(hope not cause just now received a message to join in if there's no enough member....OH MAN...!!!!)
anyway, will be helping Interact to gain some money for the club...hahaha...

alright till here for now.... wanna go to bed....another 2 to 3hrs need to wake up to go stadium... ahhhhh......L-A-Z-Y but excited.....hahhahaha....

Nights...!!

another friday.....

2009-02-28T09:54:00.000-08:00

This week of Friday been the 3rd times in the row i had a bad day.... as the night before... as i thought 'what going to happen tomorrow...it's it bad day or a great day ever??' *kept that wondered...

the next morning... late to school... entered the car... my mom told me something(family stuff) till she almost cried out.... that's still okay... she got to emotional... till after she dropped me... she didn't see there's a car behind... she knocked the car... it happened exactly right in front of me... my heartbeat so fast....GOSH...!!! the car was a Malay man... he came down with a angry face... told him sorry... he don't even bother... but luckily there's no any damage... moreover,that Malay man's car is an older version of my proton...

after that entered the school gate....i got up so emo... and when I'm emo of cause I'm kind of like crying... ahhhhhhh...!!!
all thanks to Carol who kept me talking to her about none other than the TOP HEAD NEWS...
JASON MRAZ....!!!! hahaha...

till after school my mood is still okay.... after i reached home... i got a news that my aunt admitted hospital.... WHAT...!!!! why there's two things pop out in 1 day....???..
but didn't have the chance to visit her yet.....

the night sent my sister back to Adelaide.... finally i got my privacy in room.... then i got to cancel my buddies reunion.... another sad thing for not be there with them....

GREAT...!!! 3 sad things on 1 day....!!! now i know how Linda felt on that CNY day....although mine is still okay... but it's a sad things to go through in a day just like that....

Friday which i never been looking for.....!!!!